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Monday, August 13th, 2007
7:16 pm	Writer's Block: Ewww What is one food that you refuse to try? Why? Hagis SHEEP AND COW INSIDES??? HOW DISGUSTING!!!! Current Mood: drunk Current Music: YOU MAKE ME SICK---PINK (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 9th, 2007
5:50 pm	I think we are breeding racists In my last entry, I told you abut how my friend Randeep didnt like the idea of me and one of her Tribes people getting together and stuff, I think that people are prejudiced and do not want their culture to be shared by people from other races. Just because he is white and i am black does not mean that we cannot live in harmony. If anything, the people who make mixed raace marriages fail are those who interfere, just like her. The world can never go on if we keep praying that your tribe never mixes with another?? Do you know that there are more working mixed marriages than pure-breed marriages in the world?? People like her are the cause of so many broken marriages in this world and people like her should not be allowed neaer other people............. Although i know where she is coming from, i dont think that it is right not to let intermarriage take place Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Lithium, evanescence (Comment on this)
11:56 am	America Fuelling Racism Why are Americans beginning to piss me off??? 1.So a bridge collapsed and the first thing they said was that it didnot have evidence of being a sign of terrorism.Do they not know that everytime they mention terrorism even though it is not smellable then they are making the muslim people hate them more? When will they learn that not every blow-up disaster is an act of terrorism? They cannot point at terrorism everytime something goes wrong on their own soil!!! 2. A muslim can- no longer walk free in America as they are being labeled terrorists.This is unfairness to the highest degree. In my country, we were bombed by a terrorist. 256 innocent civilians lost their lives but we do not go around calling all muslims we meet terrorists. Why? because we understand the fact that not all muslims are terrorists. There are just afew radicals who are spoiling the name of Islam.We live with muslims like we are just one3 big happy nation! Whether you are a muslim from Lebanon, Israel Iraq, Afghanistan, you are a fellow citizen, and untill i see you with a bomb around your waist, you are not a terrorist to me.MR. gEORGE bUSH COULD LEARN FROM US. 3. No-one expects Barrack Obama to win elections cz He's half Black???This is absolute madness, i believe that he is going to win, not because he is black, but because he knows how to end all the insanity that America has brought to Iraq.................................................... the other reasons will come later but this is absolute madness. People should understand that not every muslim is a terrorist till they strapa suicide belt on themselves. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: BOOM by System of a down (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 26th, 2007
5:19 pm	I think we live in a silently racist community So alot has happened lately, including my stupid neighbour asking me to marry him. So i have this friend Randeep, who is the same religeon and community of my stupid neighbour. So when i told her that we were getting married or so i thought and i also thought that i would take her name she showed me some excitement of some sort. Now when i met her after a long time and i told her that he and i had broken up, she said she knew it would not work out. Is it cz i'm african and christian, that people think that such a marriage cannot work????? I have to go now but i will tell you all my ramblings tommorow. Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
4:36 pm	I like soo HATE my neighbor rite now i just got dumped on tuesday. After all we have been through he says he just wants to be friends, like hello, i love him, well not so much right now,. He is such an IDIOT!!!!!! Current Mood: confused Current Music: evanescence, lithium (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 26th, 2007
12:02 pm	My Stupid Neighbour Guess what, I gave up on my stupid neighbour. Why you ask? Well, he is being a giant IDIOT with no brains..... He just acts like i'm not there anymore. Although i think that i deserve the ilence because i kinda like had the intention to blow him of a little, i think that he really sucks. Or is it a plan to make me miss him like soo much??????????,,,,,,,,,,,,, Current Mood: crappy Current Music: So far away,, Stabbin west (Comment on this)
Monday, June 12th, 2006
5:28 am	its been six months....i think hey y'all you know sooo muh has happened since i last talked to you. i think that i'm gonna say all 1. my stupid neighbour has started calling me his sweetheart. it was honey, now it is sweetheart. and twice a princess. 2. he asked for a hug like a million times and i said no coz my hair was kinda dirty and there was a sort of pungent smell 3. i met this new guy , who i think is into me a little bit and as usual, my mother got the chance to meet him and sje doesnt like him. 4. my best friend went away and i dont think i'll ever swee her again... 5. Paul left me hanging somewhere between space and earth. i gotta go now, i have class...... Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: is someone taking thre best of you? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
1:12 pm	i think Hes right.. i talked to a priest yeaterday about my stupid neighbour and how angry i get qwhen i think of him and he told me that God does not want me to marry at this age and that i should not get attatched to any man.... you know what? i think hes ruight... i feel so much better now.... Current Mood: calm Current Music: Is someone taking the best the beast of you..foofighters (Comment on this)
Friday, March 24th, 2006
11:39 am	its been quite a while.... hey, it has been sooo long since i last told you wht i have been up to.. so anyway last week on thursday, i sent a text to my stupid neighbour in the morning, just telling him how much that i miseed him,and that i wished him a gorgeous day,.. then later in the evening, we had a chat by text and then he goes like,"""I was thinking abot our walks and al"" then i go like,yeah waht about them? " i wanna walk hand in hand with you, hold you close to me watch you laugh and things of that sort:""" so then i go like hahahahhahaha to his face and then he goes like:""" ugh you dont believe me, fine, i have to go, i'll talk to you later""" i think that his phone is dead now coz he hasn't talked to me since then.....what a jerk. he just said that and i think that he was drunk in a club or something. and that is the kind of thing that hurts me sooo bad..... Current Mood: bored Current Music: All about Jade..... (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 9th, 2006
10:15 am	i THINK..... gaoprrillaz are the collest band in town, their music is soo cool. So aNYWAY, I MET THIS STUPID NEIGHBOUR OF MINE THIS MORNING AND HE COULDN'T EVEN OFFER ME A RIDE TO SCHOOL! So i really hate him now.. so otherwise i thought that my old Pal L. would call me from the UK and tell me how much he's missing me...like i wish that would happen coz i miss him sooo much... i wish he was here.. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: DAnce of the DEAD!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
10:14 am	I thoughht..... you know i thought thast i hasd a really crazy life, but my best friend is even crazier, you know , she's been having Sex since i think she was 17 and noqw she broke up with her boyfriend and she is all sad and how and in a what am i gouing to do without him stage in her life...i feel soo sad for her..now she wants to get out of this country forever and i am like sooo going to miss her soo much.. She has been my best friend like forever, and yesterday i met this guy who likes her sooo much that he would do anything for her, i feel soo guil;ty that i felt something for him the minute that i saw him, i wish that this feeling would go away, but to some extent, i think that he felt it too...God please help!!! Current Mood: depressed Current Music: He loves me, he loves me not... (Comment on this)
Friday, March 3rd, 2006
6:29 pm	Hey Ya!Life Takes A weird Turn Today Is the First friay of lent. Pretty cppl. Lent is a atime to Be really sorry for allthe wrong you've been up to lately since lent last year.. So anyway, there is this lecturer that i went for help for Visual BNasic and i think that he likes me as a... you know girl.. like. and he is sooo funny.. and then there is this other lad who i told you sent someone to tell me that hes a fag so i could leave him alone, he\s back in my life now and he seems to have changed. he's much more interested in me now, i wonder what he could be up to,,,,...... Current Mood: artistic Current Music: I'm Falling Faster (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
10:23 am	MEN ARE .... IDIOTS AND STUPID MORANS... MORE IN TOMORROWS CLASS LATER TODAY..... Current Mood: bored Current Music: Caught in the middle (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
6:35 pm	RED ALERT!!STUPID NEIGHBOUR STOOD ME UP!!! Said he'd pick me up after school. Supposedly Forgot and didnot pick me up. Time check=1902hours...Message Inbox Print"Hey I'm Still At work. So i cant make itmy phones batt is out.Sorry,hope you can 4give me.Really iwish i could do something abt 2day.hope you arent mad.Sorry..." What a jerk of an idiot. at times i thuink that i'm in love with him and other times he just makes me tick1 a blast from the past in tommorrows class.....D.An..... Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: is it enough to love....Avril Lavinge (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
12:48 pm	i think.... so i'm sorry that i have not been attending class lately, i've been gathering all the info i need for this lecture session.. so i left off saying that i had this new theory that my life runs on a one day show basis right? so first up, there is this famous stupid neighbour of mine... we've hugged only twice. then there is this guy in the library who smiled and waved at me one monday and nowadays he passes me on the corridors like he doesnt even know me. then there is this friend of mine i told you about, starts with R.. i think that she doent take me seriously anymore.... more in tommorrows class////// Current Mood: crappy Current Music: daughter to father..linsey lohan (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
12:58 pm	FEBRUARY 1 4TH 2006 This is how it has been today. First i didnot wanna wake up today coz i think that i was afraid that no-one would remember me this valentines, but i was able to get up coz i had t study before school.. I was busy doing some stupid accounts when my mobile phone rang!! 'Time check=0724 hours..As i walked towards the phone to answer it, thoughts kept running through my head.. Who could it be??? Open Inbox. Message displayed="HAPPY VALENTINES DAY" To the QUEEN of all heart E N J O Y!! dISPLAY champagne bottle... Sender,::: My stupid neighbour.... i thought about this for a long time, maybe he is not so stupid after all.. Ps i think i'm getting really good at Visual Basic.. lets see what this guy has in store for me tonite.. but as always, i think that my life runs as a one day show..... explanations to my second theory come in tommorrows class... Current Mood: blank Current Music: music, makes the peopkle come together, yeah=madonna (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
1:19 pm	fEBUARY 9TH you know it has been a while sisnce i wrote in this journal. been very Busy at school.. so anyway, school has become quite interesting lately. there is this guy who i used to like a while ago, you know the one who sent some other girl to tell me that he's a fag so that i could leave him alone, he happens to be at my school now and he seems pretty stressed about life. and i wanna give him my shoulder to lean on but i dont know how. i dont like him anymore, but seeing all that tiredness written all over his face gets me kinda sad. i really wish that he and i could be friends, you know like best friedends forever...... Current Mood: blank Current Music: i feel stupid, and contageous (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
12:44 pm	febuary 2nd you know what happened on january 31st? this stupid neighbour of mine texted me and claimed that he has no time for himself these days, yet he goes out everyothyer day to some stupid n ight clubs.. then he said that he wants to see me soon. whare has he been all this time?i think that he is sooo stupid.. but ui wil see him alright. when i feel like it.. so anyway, the other day i was in the library and there is this guy who is in Randeeps class and he's gfiven nme a couple of stares before but i didn't take them seriously.. Well you know what, i was sitting kinda diagonally opposite him in the library on 31st and he waved at me.. I was sooo happy. I mean, out of all the girls in that library, he waved at me.......It was soo divine you know what i meran? But as always all my hapiness is always short lived as usual and yestrerday i was soo depressed for God knows what reason....So anyway, i gotta go now I have to make thaT A in this semesters results so I'm going to have my sandwich, then burry my head in an Accounts OR Visual Basic book somewhere in the library........ Current Mood: awake Current Music: Every thing's alright yes everytghing's fine-JesusXChrist (Comment on this)
Friday, January 27th, 2006
5:36 pm	life is soo hard... today is just one of those days that you have no sentimentsat all. i feel no love or hate, no fear or courage, no sadness or joy, i just feel like me!! i have no feelings at all today, i have no idea why....do you think that it is normal? soo anyway since i have no sentiments, i dont think that i have anything to say to you today, although i am thinking of asking my famous neighbour to go for a walk with me later this evining and as usual, he will not be available for me...... Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Like toy soldiers-eminem (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 26th, 2006
6:02 pm	i think that i'm not so lonely anymore? you know, i met this girl called Randeep. she's pretty cool and i hope that we remain friends for a long time. anyway after yesterdays' class, did you understand that theory? if you don't then feel free to write me anytime, i will be glad to elaborate. so, anyway, i think that i'm becoming insane. i have no more music in my head and so, i think that i will be dead by the end of this week. anyway, i'm doin ok today and i think yesterday. i spent half the evining with Randeep and i accidentally told her about Leroy. and i accidentally told her that he was my ex-boyfriend and then she believed and i feel soo stupid that i think that i want to shoot myself because i was actually obsessed with leroy and he had not even the slightest interest in me and soo if they ever meet, i believe that i am a dead duck!you can eat me as roast if you so wish. then we talked about her boyfriend and all that tuff they do together and it kinda got me thinkin, gee, i wish that i had someone to care for me like she does....... Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Dr jones Dr jones, calling Dr jones, Doctor Jones wake up (Comment on this)